Topic: Double Helix - A TF Podcast
I recently discovered this amazing podcast that goes over various aspects of TF. I highly recommend it to everyone.
One of the first and most important things they talk about is how a TF fetish can be difficult to feel good about and can turn into something that can isolate us. Explaining TF to those who don't share a similar love for it can seem like an impossible task. And being unable to talk about TF can be tough because it can prevent us from connecting and reconciling with our sexuality, especially given that TF is ultimately unactualizable (e.g. you can't actually turn into a dog).
I'm still going through this podcast myself but I would love for this to be an open topic about people's personal experiences with TF.
As for myself, I have felt similar feelings of loneliness because I haven't had anyone IRL I could talk to about TF. I have fears that revealing this aspect of myself will make others view me negatively. I've tried to push this side of me away and reasoning that I shouldn't attach myself so closely to it, at times trying to treat it as a passing phase or merely a way to creatively pass time. It's not healthy and I can honestly say that it has helped contribute to my depressive episodes.
I have only shared this fetish with one other person (an open-minded friend), but it felt amazing to just have someone that I know be tolerant of it even if he was still wierded out by it. However, I still lack someone IRL to talk about it with. I am currently considering attending furry conventions (never been to one before) in the hopes of meeting others who can accept this side of me.