@Phil Ein Blank
Kaylan looks at Milly and smirks just slightly. "You give me a lot of credit. That would always be the ideal for me, but absent that, I wasn't waiting for that perfect circumstance. I figured out a long time ago that if you only wait for the perfect situation/person/fantasy you miss the best opportunities you can have."
She looks around and wanders to the kitchen, "I'll be back, give me just a second. "
She comes back a few moments later carrying a stack of plates. She carefully lays them out on the tale so the surface is covered. "So with blessings or unwanted transformation based on who you are, as I understand it, an avatar Seal is not the only way your body can lock and be no longer malleable. Every person has a different tolerance threshold, but when you hit that much change, even Freya would have a major problem trying to alter you."
She winks at Milly, acknowledging that she wasn't saying this for hir benefit. "Now we get to the food analogy. Imagine these plates covering the table are the dishes you most want to try in life, all of the different flavors, spices, textures."
She waves her hand at the rest of the bar. "Now imagine that everything else here is covered in nothing but other dishes you've never tried, but you know you would love. Now imagine that someone told you that you may eat your fill, once. But you can never taste any of the other dishes you missed."
She chuckles ruefully. "I can't decide because I want to try them all. Keep wishing there was a way to keep the flesh malleable because my fantasy would be to forever be able to walk in here and just let you use my body as the canvas to showcase your art and vision."
She looks at Milly. "Hardest thing is to pick which plate. I can't winnow down my choices because my eyes are bigger than my stomach. I want to try the mouthpussy, the cock replacing the mouth, having fur or scales or skin. I want to simultaneously be tauric, serpentine, or slither on a cock that's always lightly pulsing, or drag myself on a pussy that's swallowed my body below the hips like a giant slug with my skin of my upper body be like a clitoris."
"And that's just the tip of the iceburg. More limbs, no limbs, having someone trapped in me, being trapped in someone, sharing a body equally, unusual body features, tentacles, all of it in turn."
"I was going to honestly ask you tonight to give me a pussymouth, then give you leave to change me as you will when you feel the urge, warn me or let me simply feel it overtake me at your whim, because I trust you. I'll never fully decide on my own, just want to be able to continue my work."
She gives a wicked grin though. "I think though, one of my ideas for a fusion could be amazing. One body stays mostly as is, at least until the fusion is done. The person who becomes part of the other becomes their hair, in the style of a medusa's snakes, only a mass of penises, long, flexible, strong, moving independently of the host body, fully in control of themselves, and awake, aware and long enough to reach the hips. Eack cockhead gifted with mana senses so they can see, hear."
"Let the two share full awareness of each other's senses, thoughts and emotions, like that pair you merged, but able to keep that personality spark from fully joining so they can always be sharing."
"Partners. Let the mouth be a pussy and multiple breasts capped with pussies be the passenger's playground on their own form so they can share everything."
Kaylans dreamy fantasy suggestion tapers off. "Or we can go with something else. I find it ironic that we found one of my perfect circumstances on the night I intended to just let go and embrace what comes. If I had kept waiting I might have missed the opportunity to find it."
"I trust you, Milly, my body is your canvas, and I trust you to decide who will be the host, the passenger, or if we will have equal say. I say do as you will, because I'm fairly certain you can make this experience amazing for both of us."
"So, beloved Avatar... at your whim, any changes you feel appropriate." She finally seems to fully relax as she clears out her indecision.
She turns to the half-blank woman. " you do, of course have to share your name though." She winks. "Knowing the name means it's easier to remember there's a person joined with you from what I hear from various fused people."